firekitten no.
I feel like a person who’s acting like they are depressed on stage should have that light to their words
idk how to explain it
But depression is not a sudden disaster. It is more like a cancer: At first its tumorous mass is not even noticeable to the careful eye, and then one day — wham! — there is a huge, deadly seven-pound lump lodged in your brain or your stomach or your shoulder blade, and this thing that your own body has produced is actually trying to kill you.
Depression is a lot like that: Slowly, over the years, the data will accumulate in your heart and mind, a computer program for total negativity will build into your system, making life feel more and more unbearable. But you won’t even notice it coming on, thinking that it is somehow normal, something about getting older, about turning eight or turning twelve or turning fifteen, and then one day you realize that your entire life is just awful, not worth living, a horror and a black blot on the white terrain of human existence.
Depression is an altogether different zone because it involves a complete absence: absence of affect, absence of feeling, absence of response, absence of interest.
But for all intents and purposes, the deeply depressed are just the walking, waking dead.
And the scariest part is that if you ask anyone in the throes of depression how he got there, to pin down the turning point, he’ll never know.
There is a classic moment in The Sun Also Rises when someone asks Mike Campbell how he went bankrupt, and all he can say in response is, ‘Gradually and then suddenly.’
is something wrong
Geyde was kidnapped and an imposter is trying to make us think everything is okay
If any day you bother yourself with family remember that even though Reaper wakes up 4AM to work his parents still prohibit him from using internet after 8 PM :’^}
