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i’ve struggled where to put this for awhile but here works as well as anywhere, also lolirony.
the past 3 or so months i’ve been here like it’s my only focus in life, and to an extent it has been. i’m somebody who has a very hard time saying no when i need to, and i can’t often have a “good thing” in moderation without letting it go overboard. this has gone overboard. i’ve been neglecting my irl responsibilities to an alarming extent, and now is the time to fix what i’ve fucked up in my life before it’s too late.
not to say here is the source of all my problems, it’s absolutely not. however, i was using the forums/this community as a way to escape my responsibilities and distract myself from thinking of them further. and this only worked because i know i have a very addictive personality, which evidently extends to people as well. this only worked because i love y’all so much, the connections i’ve formed and friends i’ve made here are some of the best i’ve ever made in my life.
this isn’t a goodbye, not really. i’ll still be “around” in the vaguest sense of the word, and still reachable if you so desire. i won’t be joining/spectating/backupping anymore games for a long while though, and will be less active in the discord. i don’t like it, but it’s what needs to happen. and maybe, after i start to pick up the broken pieces of my life well enough, i can come back more fully. not to the extent i have been though. it was unhealthy, irresponsible, and i’m relearning how to hold myself accountable all over again.
again, this isn’t a goodbye, not even a “see you later”. i’m not entirely sure what it is except a long-winded rambling. i need to reconcile Grace and Tro to the best of my ability, and get my ass in gear.
i love you all
Tro(ch)(i)/Grace/whatever the hell you wanna call me
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Hi, I’m new to this forum.
I joined here cause I heard there is few good nerds to troll around.
Is that true?
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