Just take this. If anything, this
I’m going to try to help you through it
I’d just look at each peice of evidence. Compile it all and put it all in front of you and think how it makes you feel and why.
Put it in to two categories
And just go with what makes the most sense, what you believe is true.
If you are wrong, that’s honestly probably better for your personal journey because you can look at those feelings and reasons and examine why they were wrong.
It’s my honest advice. It’s all I can give. Good luck to you.
use it. Please, please use it. For all my effort, I ask for maybe 10 minutes of yours to look at it this way. There’s a ton of information, there’s hours of time from a decent number of people all with their own secret mental motivations for each action.
And there’s some that’s unknown, or like the most complicated math problems, something nobody will be able to get to by virtue of the truth being hidden only socially and in a subtle way that just can’t be found.
This is a game of thinking, this is a game of using those thoughts and translating it into finding the truth. Please try to do that. If you try to, no matter the outcome, I’ll be personally proud of you as a thinker and as a deducer for furthering your personal journey by trying to shift perspectives.