still crying a bit “t-then do it, idiot!”
Even if you can take away physical pain through a singular touch… you cannot take away emotional pain. Please, do not channel the emotional pain you can’t remove… into further physical pain… it will only bring worse emotions…
“Who…who’re you to tell me how I- how I can and can’t manage my emotions? Who- who’re any of you to care? I’m not dumb…I know I’m losing it. I know I have been for awhile now. It’s so obvious…everyone can tell. Why do any of you care? I’m- I’m just another crazy person, another lost cause…”
Matilda’s violent gestures become shakier and shakier, until she’s simply spasming on the floor, curled up into the fetal position and laughing.
Because Matilda. If this keeps happening, you might leave yourself with a physical wound you can’t repair… Anyone should know what I’m talking about. We can’t have you dying like that!
alyx lays next to matilda, stroking her hair, still crying a bit
“you don’t… have to be a lost cause…”
(i feel like this comes off as 
its not supposed to come off as please do not interpret it as such)
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Steph kneels down next to Matilda.
“Your not a lost cause Matilda currently we have a place to sleep and a goal we can all work together on. Nothing is lost about us right now.”
In lieu of an intelligible response, Matilda simply starts to laugh again. It’s- it’s actually a little hard to tell whether she’s crying or laughing, but the occasional maniacal chuckle clears that up relatively quickly.
“I’m fine- I’ll be fine!” she replies in between peals of laughter.
alyx wipes away their tears “cmon… get back on your feet… heal those wounds… we can’t show weakness now…”
Matilda chuckles and dusts herself off, running her hands down her arms and sighing at the telltale tingle of her healing hands.
“See! Per- perfectly fine!”
N stares at the scene occurring in front of him. The tear streaks are still fresh on his face, but he’s gone cold, stonelike. Does… does he not care? One of his friends is dead, another’s definitely insane, heartbroken, and trying to kill the last. He doesn’t know if cares, and that scares him more than anything else ever could.
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Matilda’s still chuckling to herself, forcibly shoving down any displays of negative emotion. She’s perfectly fine, just as she said. Completely and utterly fine. Despite having just gotten back up, Matilda lays down on the ground, flat on her back. She stretches out, puts her arms behind her head, and looks up at the sky, trying to lose herself in better things.
(how do all of u feel about a dangan 5 rp server after this ends. idk about y’all but i really like my character i ain’t letting her go this easy and i feel like it could be a fun idea)
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(this is probably a question you ask postgame but also my answer is likely to be not interested 
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alyx stares at [trochi], but no words come out of their mouth as they just watch