Once I understood how it worked I was more active
I know, but lying about it would make it worse, so I had to explain my position
The correct choice was to sit this one out, and prove through other misc games (Like you shouldāve with CD), that you were more active
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it is too late to fix it.
debating what the correct choice was will not help anything
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Itās not like I can change the past just like that, but if I explain why I did it maybe people will start to see how all of this affects me
I probably could have made my comment less rude than what I said earlier.
It is what it is.
I know itās a problem, but Iāve also been doing better lately in the past few games Iāve played. Iāve been posting more on average in my past few FM games, I was even active in the crazy large community game. If you look at my record lately I have been improving. I really have, itās just this stigma sticks to me like super glue and Iām tired of my behavior from 6-7 months back still applying to me today. Itās what made me try this because a new face shouldnāt be treated any better or worse. It was a clean slate for me. I could play without being āgortaā, without the stigma of being a slanker. I could be free of the Meta that surrounds me. I just want people to understand that. If I was given a chance I wouldnāt have to resort to trying something like this. I shouldnāt have done it and Iām truly sorry, but I want people to understand the reasoning behind my actions
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Both Marshal and Wazza were the glue that game, but at least on my end the action thing wasnāt the most smooth (no offense to both parties mentioned)