I’m so pissed aaaaaaaaaa
any more of the story that was interesting
I was already pretty sure I was going to apply to transfer somewhere else but now I really have to
I don’t want to compromise my education for this shit so I guess I just gotta hope Princeton or MIT take me the second time around
At least I think the Chem exam went well
I’m really getting depressed
Its just so weird not having anyone around me
Its not like my female friends dont hang around but I just need “desire”
I’m tired of vulnerability, self loathing, I just need something to fill my heart again even if its just for a week
Even if it splits my heart even more
Try poetry, I think it suits you
Focus on what is in your control.
'tis the plan
Being ripped off aside, it was a solid day
Chem exam went well, and I successfully taught myself C++ within only like five hours to complete a test to get out of the “intro to programming” courses and straight into EECS 280, a more advanced course.
So all in all, things are going okay-ish - I’m just disgusted I have to waste even more time and money than I already have on this joke of a system.
Screeches internally
I felt this way too when I distanced myself from a person I loved
relax, you either find someone else or get used to it after some months
All of life’s problems can be solved by setting them on fire
What if your house burned down
Fight fire with fire.
why would you fight me with fire that’s rude
I’d fight you with kittens?
firekittens?
There is only one firekitten.
who’s that