Why did you have pent up anger?
well some of it is home/Irl situation type of thing that put me in a bad mood.
and then this whole argument thing. I just feel like shit and i know that the behind-the-back shittalk isn’t fine but i can’t fix it at this point
No… I did have to take one post down for how inappropriate it was, but the rest wasn’t
I don’t know what to do.
I am beyond fucked up as a person. I have had bad stress these past couple days, my actions and reactions to this thread have painted me as an awful person, deservedly so. I am sorry, but also I keep telling myself that I shouldn’t quit because it would just be worse, but I don’t know if I can continue playing without being toxic. I know none of you will like me, and I can’t stop that. Sorry for ruining your site and game, you all did nothing wrong except have to interact with me.
I don’t deserve life
CAN WE PLEASE TAKE THIS TO A VENTING SERVER?! THIS ISN’T THE GOOD PLACE TO BRING ABOUT NEGATIVE EXPERIENCES!
fuck it, talk to me, im open. I don’t have anything better tonight to do so might as well get my good deed for the day in
honestly? real talk time.
I am not a fan of your playsyle or personality. but i feel like it’s a decent chunk my fault for the treatment of you. This isn’t a “keep you pacified so that you don’t post PM” thing.
Forum Mafia in general isn’t a healthy environment. everyone on this site has something wrong with them. Mine is ADD. I know many people here have issues.
Just log off of this site IMO. I am not the best one to talk to but i suggest talking to someone(kai seems like a good idea). Also we should take this to a venting thread.
Sorry for what i’ve done.
Wtf is going on
I just came back and this happens
I dont have anything to add productively right now and honestly I’m inclined at this point to find out where to go from here.
And yes, this forum is a fuckfest and most people know it but they are trying to change themselves, I think. But at this point, I’m done trying to change the community and I’m honestly just coasting along from here >_>
What, I’ve been here 2 months and it turns from “I’m back to FM” to “Yeah that’s why I left FM in the first place”
People here think they’re heroes, that’s why I’m having such a hard time trying to slot people in town/scum.
Again, I’m pushing Wazza here.
M8 this entire forum is probably the LEAST toxic thing I have seen so far. And your reaction hasn’t warranted any negative REACTION from me at least. You aren’t toxic or ruin this forum. So take the first step with a smile 
and sleep like the champion you are. Never tell yourself you don’t deserve life, because once you keep repeating it over and over, you’ll inevitably make yourself believe that fake story. You got this mate. Never give up
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I’ll move on first
If Rehab is modkilled we get to see who was pushing onto him
Though rip game integrity