Update:
No, I am not back, I just felt that you all deserved to know what is going to happen.
I am going to find a way to control my anger from now on, I am searching up an Anger Issues Cause as yes, I have that. I have had it for many years.
I am sorry to everyone I have hurt and I sincerely apologise. Of course, these are just words and I’m not the one saying it but by God, I will miss you all. You will see me online sometimes, but that’s just to read around, I won’t be posting anymore.
Anyway, I have thought up a few ways on how I will control this anger:
- Not express it in an angry way, instead, just state that I am being angered by what they are doing and politely ask them to stop. Even in FM/FoL
- Count to 10. I have heard this is a great method.
- Exercise. Probably something I should be doing anyway as I am overweight.
- Doing what I love as a passion, sure that may be FoL/FM but I refuse to do that. Perhaps just make myself draw, who knows, when I return I could show you all some of my art.
Ok, I admit, this is stupid and hopeless, but hell, I must try this. I shall be taking my leave again. Ciao.