Heck yeah it is.
iām yeeting myself away again bye. Just came back for a few final games on this forum for nostalgias sake.
Why u do dis
why must you leave us once more, O great hippo
Gonna take a hiatus from FM. Iāve yet to have a break since being a part of it in October-ish, and I can tell Iām being burnt out recently. Not sure how long itās gonna take exactly, but Iāll be back when Iām ready.
So figure Iād post this here- if ya didnāt already find out, my life is kinda in one of the points in which you are severely tested in your abilities to overcome obstacles thrown at you left, right,and center. Itās drained my time and energy for other activities. I mean hell, I had to yeet out Hockey to loosen my schedule early on this year. Anyway, no idea how long Iāll be gone- all I know is that I aināt going to be busy 24/7, so Iāll have time maybe to slide in and annoy the crap outta the newbies spectate some games/meme in the dead chat.
Mainly just posted for info so I didnāt have to get pinged a thousand times for games I canāt really do anything in.
I relate to all of that
Good luck man
so for pinging u in sfol 46
I suppose it is time.
Feeling like Iām slipping, beginning to lose myself. For many things this shouldnāt, and doesnāt anger me. But now, I have nothing but rage.
In recent times I have battled with myself over what direction I would be taking with my involvement with the forums considering how overattachment has only brought me pain time and time again.
The sense of duty I hold to keep the forums alive after Marl left, itās great and all. I still stand by that goal and will not be leaving the forums permanently because of it because of the wonderful experiences Iāve had here and how abandoning the community wouldnāt sit right with me.
Iāve put too much strain on myself. Failures in school have caused me to attach myself closer and closer to the forums, and my outbursts in real life and on forum have accelerated in frequency to the point of ridiculousness. There is no magic cure all that will change my perception, but something must be done.
Iāve split myself between Will and Geyde, with no crossover. And for that it is time to be myself again. My forum involvement is going to be limited if present at all until the end of school as I sort myself out again.
You can contact me on discord.
This will likely be my last post for a while.
FYI I still am doing slight mod stuff mainly in regards to rebalancing the workload since I wonāt be on as often.
School is 100x more important than the forums. If you have other things to do then do them. The forums is a leisure time activity, and is only for fun. IRL is more important than the forums. Additionally, there is no burden for anyone to stay here especially if they have other pressing matters.
If the forums is hurtful to you, then leaving is an instant desicion you should make without a heart beat. You should feel no guilt.
Sam I thought you were about to leave and I was about to be NUU
I check the forums once in a while
Uhhā¦shit
I did this probably like twice.
So stop posting
It is hard to detach from the community
But anyway, if you really want to rest for a while, then be determined and log-off for good.
As Insanity said, it is hard to detach from this community, or from any, to be exact, but Iām afraid that it is my time to go.
Ever since January this year I have completely changed myself, I became some asshole who no one wanted to be around and have anger issues.
Recently, I promised everyone that Iād change myself. But in reality, I let anger take over me and became that person once more. A person I didnāt want to be.
I have decided I will finally take action against myself. I refuse to be that person for any longer, so I am taking a break to make myself better. When I return I want to be able to be that person who makes people smile with his presence, sure, itās a stretch but itās the hope I have. I want to be able to return with new people and old people, just this forum increasing even more.
I made promises to everyone, promises I knew I couldnāt keep in the end and it just has hurt both parties. I am glad someone finally took action against it. (Solic)
This hurts me a lot to leave you guys, but, itās best for everyone.
If you want me, you can contact me on Discord, trust me, it aināt hard to find, just click on almost any profile. (WazzaAzza#2836 meme, am I right?)
Farewell, my friends/future friends. Iām smiling over you all.
These games manā¦ they are intense and thatās exactly what makes them enjoyable.
I hope youāll return soon and feel more at ease with yourself! Good luck.