I know this is kind of venting while Soul is still semi-venting but I just wanted to give an update real quick. For the past 3 days since Friday I’ve been acting a little differently, mainly because of what happened.
On Friday I learnt about my granddad having a heart attack and other symptoms of death, I knew about this before anyone else in my family, I wanted to tell someone but I didn’t want to be the one to upset people, I went to school, came home and learnt about my mum finding out about it, she was devastated.
On Saturday, my mum and sister decided to go and visit my granddad, they came home around 8 hours later and I heard about how my sister had cried a lot, and trust me, that upset me a lot as I’m really close with my sister as if she was my best friend. Everyone else had also left as it was getting late.
On Sunday (Today and just a few moments ago) I was talking to my mum about how they were meant to visit him today, and it turns out he died in Hospital, right after everyone had left, while getting changed he just went. But I can’t help but smile at it, sure I was crying onto my mum’s shoulder but that didn’t matter, she told me about how she had saw white feathers in the house, on her car and even in her shoe, she didn’t know it was a sign until it actually happened, this cheered me up a lot. My grandma (My granddad’s wife) died on September 30th, 2 days before my birthday, 3 days before my sisters birthday, and my granddad died 3 days after my birthday and 2 days after my sisters birthday. The best coincidence is that their anniversary is on the 4th October. So everyone is looking at it as if they are starting their 54th anniversary together in Heaven.
TL;DR: Granddad passed away on the same week of my birthday, my sisters birthday and the week his wife (my grandma) died. Their anniversary is a day before my granddad died and everyone is looking at it as if they are starting their 54th anniversary together.