I lie to my family and friends all the time
About almost everything
I tell myself I will change for the better, but it never happens
“If I try…”
And that never happens
And why is that? What is preventing you from doing what you seem to want to?
I don’t quite know why.
It’s like I feel unable.
Hmm.
What do you do with your time, in general?
Waste it on here and other places online
The brief time I do try to spend working I instead spend trying to find a way off it.
Like now when I should be studying for an APUSH quiz on Wednesday
Are you in any extracurriculars?
Theatre + Choir
Used to do Speech & Debate
Play any sports?
No
Personal recommendation: find one you like and join it.
Doesn’t have to be a school team, could be a local city one or something. Also doesn’t have to be a “sportball”, could be running/swimming/rowing/etc.
Sports have an amazing habit of giving you drive, time management, and confidence that you can improve, so I really do highly recommend everybody join one, especially while you’re still in high school. Waiting never did anybody any good.
Are you still at high school Geyde :^) go travel the world or something
Still at high school
Shit, Orange has some solid advice.
You’re at that stage probably of figuring out where you want to go after high school, one bit of advice is really look for those groups who promote habits and ideals that you look up to. In NZ there is a real problem with student drinking culture, sweeps a lot of people in to some nasty stuff.
sigh
IT’S HAPPENING AGAIN
Have you considered seeing a psychiatrist?
Ignore any stigma you might have - by the time you get to college, they’ll be shoving psychological help services darn near down your throat, and a lot of people take advantage of them.
Might be worth checking out.
I have this annoying task of having to clean my student house’s bathroom and it’s only a small task really, but I’ve been dreading it the entire day. Ughhhhh
I’m sad
I haven’t ate a meal in two days because I’m getting scared of being seen by other people