It is very de-nerving to search for this topic, yet alone post here again.
Today, it is my dogs 7th Birthday. Today, 2 years ago, she had an operation to take out her womb. She recovered after a few months. But I can’t help but keep having the thought in my head that my dog won’t be there soon, and that scares me, my dog is basically my only IRL friend as I’m bullied a lot and basically just a loner. So I keep sitting here, questioning my already semi-depressed self, wondering what I’m going to do when she passes away and I’m scared for my own safety.
Okay, vent over.